I guess I don't have a favorite holiday anymore because Halloween sucks in your 30s if you are alone. I don't have any local friends at all since I moved here just spend all my time with my parents and sister. They all could care less. We're doing nothing. I tried to make plans. Nobody likes haunted houses but me. Going to the mountains to see the fall leaves is too much traffic. My sister has been having nightmares and is currently avoiding horror and horror themed things. I got stuff to have a bonfire by myself annnnnd every day the chance of rain creeps higher. I used to live for this time of year. Got married on halloween even. (Divorced now) Used to volunteer for a Halloween/samhain themed fair and everything. Now it's a reminder that I don't get to be that person anymore. The magic is gone. Nail in the coffin. RIP Halloween. I