I just don't know why I can't be like other people. Nobody else hits their head when they're overwhelmed by noise or stress, everyone I see has nice, not matted hair. Everyone seems to know what to do. I try so hard to stop being dramatic and to take proper care of myself, but I keep failing all the time, especially the hypersensitivity. I told a psychologist about how I hit my head (even so hard it leaves bruises) and all he said was "I've seen worse" and it was never brought up again. Am I just born like this? Am I just inherently a loser? I can't even be good at the college program I picked out of passion, it's all I have for a future I like. I wish I was born differently, maybe my family would've been happier with a different child too.