i cant fucking do it anymore im so tired im such a fucking failure dude all ive done is nothing but hurt the people that cared for me or have wasted every good fucking opportunity i had im so sick of myself i just wanna end it im a failure im so behind on fucking everything, academics, life experiences, etc i dont have anyone anymore because all i did was run away like the fucking disgusting coward that i am fuck it im just gonna end it if all i do is just waste everything i get i dont even care if im scared because im that much of a burden to my family or my friends (they would rather slit their own throats than consider me that)