I hate being hypersexual. I found porn online when i was 8-9 and i got sexually harassed and abused by a classmate at 11. I want someone to touch me. I would have a panic attack being sexually vunerable around people. I love sex. I hate sex. I cant control my feelings in the hypersexual episodes which then lead to panic attacks when i remember my SAer. How do people romanticize this? I feel so disgusting all the time. I feel so dirty. None else knows what happened to me. Im just so tired. -Ollie
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