Realized that I don’t think anyone deserves to know me, I know it’s part of being human, to hurt other people unintentionally, but I really hurt a loved one and I promised not to do the same thing someone else did to me before. And it happened. I hate myself so much. I just wish I could just disappear and people could forget about me. It would be better that way tbh. The world keeps spinning anyways. No one really knows me, i don’t have any friends and all the friends i knew left for an unknown reason and i do think it’s because of me. My family tells me it’s not but I do think it is. I wouldn’t be surprised if my loved one left me too. I think I deserve it. He could find someone better than me.. I don’t want to hurt anyone anymore, I hate myself, I don’t want to be here anymore I just want to be alone