I have this guy that I grew extremely close with over the last few years, and I mean VERY close. And all of a sudden during about March or so of this year, he's suddenly just gone. Like, physically gone, not at home, his family wouldn't tell me anything, and he of course wasn't answering my texts. Then, three whole damned months of stress and worrying later, he sends a fucking letter. With no return address. Well, in reality, it was more of a small package full of letters, plus a small ring he wanted me to give his current partner for him for whatever fucking reason. I still have all of those items in a drawer by my bed for whatever reason, which is stupid. I know. Now, all of a sudden, just last week he suddenly texts me again, after almost a year of just not responding. No explanation of where he went, literally just a simply fucking "hi". I honestly don't know how to feel about him anymore, our relationship was toxic asf and I hate him but my attachment issues won't let me forget.