I'm aware I sound like a spoiled brat when I say this story out loud, but maybe that's who I am. I've met a girl in 3rd grade and until 12th grade we've been friends (half of the time we've been classmates). We got into separate high-schools and I couldn't get accustomed to the new environment. I've begged her to transfer to my high-school but she refused because she wanted to transfer into the same high-school as her best friend. she eventually gave up on that as well, their relationship grew cold. but I hated her a little for letting me struggle. I graduated high-school without friends and I was never really liked by my classmates. now I'm in the same college as 2 of her ex classmates and the mere sight of one of them makes me unreasonably mad. I somehow blame that someone for the transfer not happening and I have nothing but disgust towards them. I view them as a pathetic stand in that was never as good as the original. doesn't help the person is a total loser by my standards.