IF GOD TRULY EXISTS THEN HE'S SOMEHOW A SHITTIER EXISTENCE THAN I AM. JUST FUCK ALL OF THIS CRAP. I DON'T CARE TO BE ALIVE AND I DON'T CARE TO SAVE MYSELF BECAUSE I'D JUST BE TRICKING MYSELF INTO THINKING THIS LIFE IS GOOD. I CAN'T PULL THE WOOL OVER MY OWN EYES AND PRETEND LIKE LIFE IS GOOD. THIS SHIT IS FUCKING ASS AND JUST TAKES AND TAKES FROM YOU UNTIL YOU'RE NOTHING BUT A HUSK OF THE PERSON YOU ONCE WERE. IT'S LIKE LIFE IS MEANT TO DRAIN OUR VERY SOULS TO NOTHING BEFORE THROWING US AWAY TO DEATH WHEN WE NO LONGER CAN SUFFER. WHAT KIND OF SICK TWISTED REALITY ARE WE LIVING IN.