I FUCKING HATE BEING ALIVE IN THIS STUPID PIECE OF SHIT POORLY DESIGNED CRAP ASS WORLD. THERE IS ONLY SUFFERING AND PAIN WHILE THE REST IS JUST MOMENTARY BREAKS TO HIDE DISTRACT YOU FROM THE HORROR. NOTHING IN MY LIFE IS WORKING OUT AND I GENIUNELY HAVE WASTED MY EXISTENCE AND NO LONGER WISH TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH MY OWN CHOICES. LIKE PLEASE JUST LET ME OBLITERATE THIS PLANET AND MOVE ON INTO THE VOID OF NON EXISTENCE. MY BIGGEST FEAR WHEN I THINK OF DYING IS THAT WHEN I DIE I'LL JUST BE SENT BACK TO THIS SHITTY PLANE OF EXISTENCE AGAIN. IF I WAS JUST REINCARNATED AGAIN TO THIS SHITTY PLANET AFTER DEATH THEN I WOULD HAVE TO CONCLUDE THAT THIS IS TRULY HELL.
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