I find myself to be incredibly weird, i have a couple disorders (and im on the spectrum) that make me act out my way and I can't help but zone out at times because I consider myself to be immature for my age and genuinely not worth anybody's time.. because of this I'm surprised I even have friends. I get really anxious and selt conscious because of all of this and i isolate myself in my room 90% of the time due to it, my parents have tried taking me to therapy before but we only did one lesson and it didn't work at all. I don't know how much longer I can go but I genuinely do want to live a happy life without shitting on myself like this. If only I weren't autistic and all that other crap sigh
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