Another night of giving into my thoughts. Being hypersexual sucks. Idek how this has happened. Why am I so disgusting. I really need to take a shower to wash away my filth. But its night and my family is all gone to bed. I feel disgusting. I feel disgusting wearing my clothes. Like putting clothes on feels like I stained them with my filth. I'm so disgusting. Why am I like this. I hate myself. I feel disgusting in my bed. Like I need to wash the covers. The blankets. Everything. I'm so sad. And I have no one else to talk to without over venting and annoying them. Idek what I would even be able to say. Nothing could be said to make me feel better. Idk
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