It's going into summer and my urges to cut are getting more and more prevalent. No one except my close friends know i SH and that includes my parents and family. my recent scars are very obvious so i've had to hide them with long clothing for months now. i'm overheating and it's driving me crazy. I've had to cover up current scars and try my hardest not to make new ones all at once it's so draining. it's not like i think i'll be in trouble or anything if people found out i cut myself but i'm scared of my blades being taken away. I'm scared of stopping i guess or not having the option to do it anymore. i wish people understood that i cut for comfort, it's familiar. i honestly don't think it's a big deal but i know everyone else does. and i'd rather cover it up than have another person get emotional because i'm hurting myself fml. i hope no one else is going through this but at the same time i hope i'm not alone in this.