I need a break from high school. I've never wanted to be a high school drop out so bad. I hate going. I hate the night before when I have to think about going. I hate being there. I hate the night before when I have to think about being there. I don't like the 2500 people that go there. I don't like the night before when I have to think about seeing the 2500 people that go there. I just want to stay up typing this over and over until I feel better about going to school the next day, but the time when I feel that will never come because high school will never be enjoyable. Haven't changed my mind about that for 2 years.