I generally feel like shit and I want to cry so badly but the tears won't flow as if I already used all of them in my other arguments this month. My mother admitted she's constantly punishing me, I'm really not a bad person trust me I'm not, but I feel like I've sank down to a new low, like life genuinely gave me a glimpse of some kind of depression, I swear this is insane, I feel horrible, uneducated, unattainable in a way. I've had so many great times and memories that the more I start getting negative experiences It just starts weighing on me even more. Istg just fuck this shit already I hate this. This is a follow up about my vent on my arguments and having the quote on quote "worst month ever." Fuck ts