bleh. I'm a teen boy who has had issues with self harm in the past and I've put off shaving for a long time because I can't stand the razor being so close to my skin. its been I believe 2 years since I've cut myself but I still haven't been ready for a long time. I've had to get help shaving from a family member cuz I just cant do it on my own. But today I'm going to. I trust myself today. these days even when I have a bad day or week I can cope better than I ever have been able to before, and I think today is the day I prove to myself that I can do it.