i genuienly cannot begin to fathom why the fuck i keep getting shat on like im some bird. its fucking pathetix. im suddenly so engraed by just everything, i just do not want to go back to fucking college cuz i really AM NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO ANY FUCKING THING OVER THERE ANYMORE. AND THE OTHER NORMAL THING WAS SUPP TO BE HOW FREE MY HOUSE FEELS BUT MY MOMS DECIDING TO PACK THE WHOLE COUNTRY W HER FOR OUR FLIGHT. AND I KNOW I WONT LET HER CARRY THE BAGS EVEN IF I TANTRUM RN, SO IM JUST FUCKING ANNOYED CUZ I HATE CARRYING SHIT. AND IN MY FAMILY APPARENTLY IF ONE PERSON HAS A BAD MOOD , IT JUST BUTTERFLIES ONTO EVERY FUCKING ONE. BRO LIKE WHAT IN THE FUCKING WORLD BRO. IM JUST TRYNA GET THRU THIS SHIT WITH AS LESS WEIGHT AS POSSIBLE BUT NOOOO THAT CANT EVER BE POSSIBLE WITH MY KINDA SCHITZOPHRENIA,