all this life has been feeling like i am stuck and without an outstanding thing or achievement. I have been stagnant or even downgradedat maybe something i am passionate at. The problem root already all started from the highschool and become worse in college. I was forcefully diverted outof my passion by my parents and when i felt to focus on my current study in college , they just went on and on to rant for me to have work while attending college. Now i do have money to provide for my daily need yet there is no growth in me. I feel like failure and wont achieve a single thing in life. Maybe i yearned and feel fulfilled when i take theoritical work yet those shitty people just force psth they wanted. I hate them and feel regret this past year. Maybe it was part of me to be blamed but nonetheless they were pressuring me to obey them. Now i am working 9-5 , have no skill ,and just not achieve a single thing in life. What a joke this life is