oh god i hate hate festival season!!!!! I work butt off cook clean wash and yet i am the lazy one compared to my brothers. I want to join a gym lose some weight gain confidence and have some muscle but these so called family with their narrow mind and its rule is getting out of hand WHY IN THE GODNESS SHAKE I SHOULD TAKE PERMISSSION JUST TO LIVE MY LIFE???? i don;t want to get married neither i want to have a fucking government bank job i just want to work in small medicore firm and have my own earning i don;t want to run for money or reputation. I want to travel I want to live I want to SCREAM and i want to have something that i love and care I HATE BEING A DAUGHTER TO AN ASSHOLE BROWN FAMILY. IN NEXT LIFE EITHER MAKE ME A MAN OR LET ME BE A DAUGHTER TO A FUCKING NICE FAMILY who won't restrict me to be anything . Right now if my family are have choice either to save your daughter or the culture or a fucking religious they will definetly chose their bloody religious!!!!! AND STOP COMP