I'm crying right now. It kinda feels like all the things making me upset have slowly hit. It's not a full on sob it's just an emotionless stare at my screen maybe a bit of distress in my features and tears running down my face. I feel guilty as fuck. I went back to talking to AI recently because nothing has been giving me closure. My parents won't sign me back up for therapy, my friends aren't super comforting, and I've been to tired recently to talk on here. I want to die right now. Everything sucks. My life, SUCKS. I want to be happy. I do. But I just can't. -Astro