I gained fucking Internalized Polyphobia (NOT MEANING YOU HATE POLYSEXUALS) which I don't fucking know why I have this because I support everyone else (not you homophobes). It is fucking killing me at this point and I am already suicidal so that's another thing to my goddamn list. I cant dress the way I want to either. I make Kandi I wear it and when I wear like six bracelets my mom says I am "trying too hard" even though its my goddamn style and get this, SHE WAS A SCENE KID WHEN SHE WAS MY AGE! SHE LITERALLY WORE A BUNCH OF KANDI WHEN SHE WAS MY AGE BECAUSE SHE WAS SCENE ALL THE WAY BACK IN 2009! 2009 I FUCKING SAY! I am tired of this bullshit too because I now got fucking limited privileges that are now like 8-11. At this point trust is earned and in the 11 years I lived with them I have no trust from them.