I don’t have the heart to tell him why am I silent or non reactive in any way, or maybe I need to highlight the fact that I am settling down with another man soon. There’s a certain guilt that has been eating me up since the past few days about being unfaithful towards my future husband. He’s a sweet guy and cheating on him with some random guy doesn’t seem right to me. Lust has taken over my mind and getting rid of it would only cure my infidelity. I will not partake in this anymore and I wish the best for everyone