I am so fucking tired of trying! I am depressed, I am in pain, and I'm burnt the hell out. Back in August I was diagnosed with tendonisitis and it has taken over my life. I have to wear orthopedic sneakers to work, I'm constantly in pain. I hate this! On top of having to work by myself all the time because we're short staffed. Because my boss is a picky bitch and won't hurt anybody. Nobody checks in on me anymore. I'm literally about to go fucking crazy. If the roles we're reversed with my friends or family I'd do all I can to help out. But I guess fuck me, right?