I feel like no one likes me. Like no one even trusts me. I feel useless. I've never actually felt like this before I don't know what to do. I think am in a simulation. Just. Like whatever I touch isn't there and whatever I see is just fake. This sounds stupid, I feel like verity in part three of the series. When he crashed out at mob. I feel like I could say those words to myself over and over again and it wouldn't do anything to myself. I just wanna go. I wanna lay in my bed all day untill I starve. I didn't even want to wake up this morning. I'm an idiot... I'm usually good at hiding my emotions but no. Not today. My friends haven't even noticed that I'm texting less enthusiasticly, that makes me feel even worse than I already do. I don't even know why I feel like this. Is something wrong with me? I feel like something is wrong with me. I don't even want to cry. I'm not telling anyone but the people I trust fully... I don't think I can trust many people right now...