Just realized coffee help somehow in my life. I'm in 2 cups already at midday and don't want to eat anything. Aside from helping me slim down, I can continue my work without getting groggy from lunch. Still, I am mourning the kind of relationship I wish I have with my mother and brother. Me, them and my father needs some therapy but this kind of help is uncommon and not even in the table when trying to reconcile with each other, whenever one of us get riled up. Sometimes, I like them, sometimes I don't. I'm the youngest and a daughter so it had been instilled in me when I was younger how to pave way for the completion of their emotions even when it requires to stifle and never express my own opinions and point of views. I guess I'll hold them at arm length for now. Emotional independence, here I come!