so I guess I’m losing my friend of 5 years over something that’s dumb, basically I was talking to him about my ex and the problems he caused me which was never a problem to talk about before now apparently, I told him that I had to prove to him that my friend wasn’t you know a guy guy right? Because he pressed me for over an hour and i slipped up and said it in a rude way i apologized more times then i can count after, and ive even ignored for almost a week, i asked what was wrong he said we needed to talk in person ive still not be asked anywhere AND i sent him 24 messages asking if this ended things if I hurt him if we could call because i was in a panic attack ive been left on sent for 3 days and i genuinely wanna od. And this same friend had an attempt and I was there for them and comforted them. And asked if they wanted to hang out so I could make sure there okay and now he’s reposting about male centered friendships and how annoying they are.. like genuinely what do I do