hi. I like you. I want to date you. I get super jealous when you hang out with other people. I feel extremely entitled to you. I don't care about kissing or sex, I just want you and i to be closer to each other than anyone else. I have to stop myself from constantly trying to mold to fit your preferences. Sometimes I hate you for no reason. I get angry with you because I feel petty. I know I am the furthest from being your type especially considering the distance between us. I wish I could say this to your face but I don't want to do that. I would rather grow and mature and become a worthy friend of yours than confess to you. It would be so evil to confess to you.