I didn't close my mum door stop the cats going in. There's cat fur everywhere on her bed and I know she's allergic to it. I'm so good at keeping her door close, and now for the 2 weeks she went away and I couldn't keep the door closed. I feel so fucking shitty about it. And worse part is she won't yell at me like she usually does. At least then I would have a reason for crying but it makes me feel like I'm crying for no good reason.