Im so sick of my life right now. i moved across the country to get away from my bipolar mom and scare her into taking her damn medicine but shes still not fucking taking it. shes been in the institution for a month now and we've been gone for 2. Even after forcing us to move away from her for the second time she's still cant even think about what shes putting her kids through. I had to leave my only 3 friends and move to another school where i know no one. i hate everyone there. i miss my friends so much. im so thankful for what my dad has done for me and my siblings but he doesnt fully understand either. i cant just go on about my life as if nothing happened but i cant vent to him like i do with friends because i know ill accidentally come out to him. he gets mad at me for sh but what else can i do. i wanna move back so bad, im terrified all my friends are gonna move on without me because theyre all i have. i wanna end it so bad but i cant do that to my family with everything going on