I feel so incredibly lonely, friend has been busy for 2 days hanging out with someone else now and I realize I have absolutely nothing to do and I have nobody to talk to. I realize I look forward to their texts a lot more when I don't have them. Its so humiliating to know that if they ever leave me permanently, I will be alone for god knows how long. I wish I had more friends and I wish i didn't feel so isolated all the time.