I think there’s something wrong with me. Mentally. Psychologically. Whatever you want to call it. I feel little remorse or guilt, I act like I feel it in situations where I’m supposed to. I fake emotions in situations where I don’t really care because I’ve built this persona of being a sensitive person. I lie to get things I want. I cheat at my school responsibilities so I don’t have to do them. i lie about things that don’t matter. but I’m 17, and have never been to a psychologist or psychiatrist. my parents do not care about any of this. Or. Well, I think they’d think I’m faking this for attention. Or something. I don’t know. They don’t exactly think mental health is important. I’m homeschooled. A school counselor isn’t an option for me. and my thoughts are concerning enough I’d be ‘worried’ I guess is the best term about being put in a mental hospital involuntarily. Because of these thoughts and feelings I have. I am in Texas. I don’t know how these things work here.