theres this one friend i have that recently i felt as i’m just wasting my time for their validation, just to feel like we’re friends even though they clearly don’t care about me as much as i care about them. i know that the reason i’m probably chasing so hard is because i don’t have many friends, but it still hurts so much to even think about it, am i just a horrible person to the point where i can’t even keep a friend?? am i too boring?? like it’s literally to a point where they’ll ask me if i want to play but will leave the moment their other friend gets on, am i just the emergency friend??? like i know i’m probably being dramatic but sometimes it feels like i’m not even a human to them, or they’re just ignorant, but why do i bother.
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