I have been depressed, tired and frustrated. I know a lot of people have it worse than me, but just because of that are my feelings not valid? I have de-attachment issues, I avoid people a lot, can't trust people. I'm not pretty, I'm not pleasant to talk to, I am not smart, I take a long time to understand things, I'm weak, I get sick easily. I'm completely useless. I can make friends easily but I can never keep them for long. Life just keeps getting worse whenever I want it to be better. When I was finally happy I had to move away from everything and then I became miserable again. I don't know what I'm good at, I don't know how to find my passion. People say if you try hard you'll get it. But I fail even if I give my all, and all I get is 'you didn't try hard enough.' I am no longer excited for anything, I don't feel like doing anything, all the spark in me is gone. I feel hollow and lonely even with so many people around me, even though I have friends. And I'm just in my 20s.