i hate everytime, im feeling okay, and start trying to fix my life, everything just goes down the drain again. I just can see how pointless everything is. How if i try to fix my life, nothing will change I'll still be ugly I'll stil have no irl friends I'll still have no lover I'll still wont be able to leave this house I'll still have a bad personality I'll still have no likings or tastes So whats the point? I already destroyed my whole life, theres no turning back, sometimes is just better to delete and start again
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