I’m afraid to go to sleep at night because I am so worried about having to work in the morning. I am afraid to clock in and face the day and every damn job I work on I find problems. I spend my entire weekend worrying about having to work on Monday and I can never relax. I can’t leave because of the financial consequences even though I don’t get paid that much but I feel like I am on the clock 24 hours a day because I never stop worrying about it.