I feel so unbelievably fucking annoyed like my head is going to explode!! A year and a half ago my dad had a baby with his first cousin who's 10 years younger than me, he's a narcissist and she's psycho, every time they fight (almost daily) they throw the baby onto me to care for when I have 4 kids of my own to care for. I work a full-time job, a part-time job and I'm going to school full time. When I tell my dad I can't watch his kid(s) he calls me a selfish bitch. He also has 3 other kids with another woman that he expects me to watch despite their mom being able bodied, she's a year older than me. Everyone in our family suspects that they had a baby together, but he screams at me every day to defend him and squash the rumors because they don't want their reputation to get trashed! I hope it does!!! I hope the world finds out how fucking sick, weird and fucked up they are!!!! I can't wait to escape him and his fucked-up life, and now she's pregnant again with his baby. I exhausted!