ngl I'm been trying to loose some weight by starving its working but my mom doesn't really support me about shes always like "stop starving! its not gonna help you're just gonna gain more weight!" like what I've always felt fat my entire life seeing all these skinny people just makes me insecure I've only lost 10 pounds but its not too much helpful I still feel fat and then my mom doesn't even trust me and she just one time went through my phone and saw my texts with someone about me venting and she called me some horrible things I'm only living with her because my father got deported by ice I hate her guts it just makes me mad all the time and sometimes I wish I could just kill everyone around me people are just too annoying nowadays cant trust nobody with nothing but just myself and its genuinly depressing I hate it so much I feel jealous of my siblings they have a perfect body,hair,nose,attitude and face like why do I look so different from everyone.