why am i the problem why am i the mental child why do i have very bad anxiety why can’t i die already why can’t i just be loved why can’t i go walking by myself why am i always the victim of old men why can’t i be left alone why can’t i sleep why am i so scared why am i feeling this way why can’t i be normal why can’t i keep friends why do i push people away why do i hate my family why did he die why can’t i be trusted why can’t i have someone to run up and hug why me? why me? why is there always a why g.m