It really just feel so empty. I have friends. Three, in fact. But I think only one is good. It feels so weird venting on here cause it just feels like I’m grabbing for attention. Anyway, I’m not excited about anything anymore. Not seeing my cousins, not Christmas, not anything. Everytime I think about something like that, I just think about how it’ll be over soon after it starts, and that there’s no point in it. I want to feel whole again. But feeling this way is the only way that I’ll ever feel validated. Have a good day.