Rant #29634

I dont know how to express myself, i feel nothing but at the same time i feel a pure sadness inside me. That during 1 months that i have suicide ideas, i feel lonely and alone; my only 4 friend are cold with me, they dont talk to me anymore, my life is a fucking sad life, i just rot in my bed everytime doing nothing except showering, sleeping, eating and scrolling on Tiktok. Aw man, i dont know, i feel sad.