In fucking devastated okay, I put much effort into an art and i ended up losing, I literally have no one to blame but myself, the entire ordeal makes me sosososospsosososososososososo fucking angry. I have many nasty thoughts, I want to yell how is this fair? Why does my hard work not pay off. Are people playing biases??? I totally deserved that win. All this leads to saying my art concept was wrong at the start, maybe I should I have check, maybe I should have pick something I can actually execute, but the results are already set and I can only move into the next competition now. I hate myself for this.