As a kid I felt like I was the only one who had any sort of hygiene awareness, I always refused to do things because they were obviously nasty to me but the adults around me forced and threatened me to do it anyway. Good job, now that I’m literally in the same filthy out they used to be and their standards are higher, they turn around to complain that I’m the filthy one and the one not adhering to their standards, socialising has genuinely damaged me so much and I need to stay away from these swine as far as possible.