i want to kill myself and haunt all the ppl i hate and make their lifez miserable (haha misery ref ig) im such a fat fucking chud i want to carve my fat out with eyebrow razors while OD'ing to hes my man by luvcat i have so many events in this month its exausting i just wanna rot in my bed and read A03 smut and chudout to my full potential grrrrrr next holiday break is in like 5 weeks so ima tell my parents abt my homicidal thoughts and ask if i can go to the behavior hospital again so i dont have to see my fuckass racist,misogystic, pick me, and homos of classmates for another month or smth i wanna get in as much trouble as i can if i go so i can stay forever wait nooo they drew my blood for like 5 days ina row and my arm was so bruised and it hurt so muchhhh but their food is SO GOOOODDD anyways bye byeee