I'm so fed up with the world rn. Like, I just have random moments where I'm just emotional, and all I want is to have a guy next to me reassuring me that everything is going to be fine and that he'll never leave me or make me feel second to anything. But no! Of course, that's the one thing that I never get! Guys stay away from me as if I'm some sort of parasite, and I'm just standing there being like, 'Everything is fine. Everything is always fine. You're always fine, because you've learned that you can't trust people since they just take what you most hold dear and crash it in front of you without a care.' And then those same people ask me to trust them and open up to them. Like, 'DUDE! Are you stupid, or what the god damn joke is happening?!'