16/05/26 I feel like I am just an annoying person to others. I feel like I'm just an annoying nuisance for other people. I feel sensitive and easily drained from physical interaction through friends and others,I feel like I'm failing on my future. I am hurting myself mentally,I'm not as strong as I made people believe that I was,I can't handle physical touch too much when I don't want any. I can't handle the amount of pressure given to me,I just want to give up. Give up on life,on Interaction and..living. why was I even born? Why can't my parents have someone more better than me,I'm only just..a failure. I'm tired,I don't want to die early but I also don't want to live like this anymore. It's making my heart heavy,I feel like the only escape I get is from being alone but even staying alone means that I will only harm my mental energy on zoning out and crying all day. I'm tired,please. I just want to get all of these pressures away from me,I hate everything that's going on right now.