This is one of those days when I hate my life and am faced with the shitty decisions I made about money. If only I had saved up a little of something every month from the first moment I even received pocket money. I'd be able to be by myself, live by myself and not still be living with my family at fucking 36. Anyone out there, don't be like me. Save! Save money, don't touch it until you're ready to invest in your independence! I fucking hate still living in a home with my drunk of a father who just loves to all of a sudden be sick when something important needs to happen. Just to get the attention on him. Save your money so you can be away from toxic people in your life and not depend on them. You don't want to depend on people who make your life worse. I had started saving up for a trip for next year. But not anymore. I need to leave. I need my own space, my own home away from this man I sadly call my father. I just CAN'T with him anymore.