my feet hurt so bad and i tried to hire my pregnant neighbor to help and now she is calling me racist i just need to vent because i am so upset right now and nobody understands me. my dad is screaming in the living room about how his streaming subscription bill went up five dollars and he is blaming the people down the street for being lazy. my brother is in the kitchen crying again because he lost all his savings on that dog coin crash and says the elites are out to get him. my house is a nightmare. the worst part is my feet. i have been walking around barefoot for days because i cant find my slippers and the skin on my heels is peeling off in big wet yellow flakes. there is crusty dirt and sweat stuck in the deep cracks of my soles and my toes look like sausages. they are so swollen i cant even wear my sneakers. it hurts to stand up. so i saw the girl next door outside. she is black but i dont see color i treat everyone the same. she is pregnant like really far along. she was just