Guys im 13 yo I feel stupid theres so much I want to say but I cant summarise it I know im gonna feel like im overreacting bc people are in worse places than me but. Im 90% sure I have AuDhd and OCD except 2 years ago I showed my mum that I have symptoms of adhd and she said I was faking it bc I never had problems at school in primary and she knows everything about me apparently. And it feels horrible bc my best friend had AuDhd and is extroverted so people know that shes meant to be the "special" one in our class and I feel horrible as if everyone will think I want attention. When someone rants to me and its not as big as any of my problems I feel like a horrible friend and i also feel like its not fair that they get all the attention when if i said that normally people wouldnt care. My siblings and mum hate me, my mum is probably abusive and my dad doesnt know how to parent, he's only here for the income. I've had horrible experiences with sh and it almost feels cringe to do now idek