What if i am a bad person forever? I've done terrible unforgivable things that i cant forgive myself and i mean truly unforgivable sometimes i think i deserve death because of it and i know what your thinking "oh it cant be that bad" i swear it is i know for a fact if i tell people this they would no longer be my friends thankfully no one knows the only way someone could know if i told them i told a couple i didn't like their reaction they where like "don't worry it wasn't that bad" or "as long as you don't do it again you can be forgiven" my heart is filled with guilt of my actions i know i changed i know i wont do it again but its not enough i want to be redeemed in any way I could I want to change for the better
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