hey, this is me again, following up on the depression entry I made previously. This is more so about my world views and suicide and whatnot, but they all kinda tie in together. So first, suicide. I've contemplated it, and contemplated doing it, though I've always decided it isn't worth it, thank god, though, there are a couple scenarios in which I would; 1. If I was 50 and nothing good came out of my life, 2. if I had some incurable chronic disease where all I felt was pain. Okay, now, I want to talk about world views. I absolutely hate (a word I don't use lightly) the fact that there's so much terrible bullshit in the world. Stuff like bigotry, racism, sexism, rape, pedophilia, murder, it's all horrible. Not a single person in the world deserves pain done unto them, and this includes mental and physical. If no one in the world did a single ounce of pain unto someone, then I think the world would be better. Maybe that's naive, but i can't think of a single reason it would be. --Psi--