i feel horrible smh. i guess normal people just feel the feels and move on with their lives . but idk something is calling me to go to mom and just cry. i just want to say how fucking hurt i've felt in the past couple years and the hate i have for my sister. like that's all i want to do. 🤣😆 see.. this is why cutting myself is easier. it's like a shortcut to not feeling anything releasing those feelings!! because genuinely who really gives a fuck? my mom has other things to stress about. who wants to be told sensitive ass shit 🤣😂😂😂😂😂😆😆😆😆😆😆😂😂😂😂😆😂